I sat there, a smile plastered on my face, and laughed at a joke I barely heard. It wasn’t enough that I was holding a glass of sparkling water while everyone else had white wine in theirs, that I woke up nauseous every morning, that I had to go to the bathroom every five minutes, or even that I was so fucking fat I felt like an elephant, but now, due to another hormone or whatnot, I was sitting there, with my friends, and could barely think straight because I was so incredibly horny.